Im in 4 classes. So far I have had exams in 3 of them, and I have my 4th one in 3 days. I studied really hard for 2 of the exams and got a 75 and a 77. I barely studied for the 3rd one and got a 76. Im high school if I got a 92 I would have been pissed. I hate college, it makes me feel so fucking stupid.

Still really depressed about my favorite possession being stolen a couple months ago …..and only 2 people know about it. My mom and my brother. Because I don’t want to tell anyone else and give this person a bad name for stealing…..I didn’t even accept the fact that it was gone until like a week ago, because I don’t want to believe that people are capable of stealing shit like that. I knew they did it but I wouldn’t accuse them of it and talking to my brother about it was such a difficult thing for me to do because it meant I was accusing someone of something…..

like even though I know they did it I still don’t want to accuse them of it. Idk if that makes sense. It’s making me really sad though

Single Life

Pros

  • I haven’t showered in 72+ hours
  • I haven’t washed my bedsheets in over a month
  • I can wear jeans like 30 times before I wash them
  • and wear shirts like 6 times before washing them
  • No one tells me I’m fucking stupid and worthless every day
  • Saving a shit ton of $$$$$ on food because I don’t eat
  • Losing weight

Cons

  • I feel stupid and worthless every day
  • No one tells me anything, any day
  • because no one talks to me
  • I have no friends
  • and my hair is greasy and flat
  • and my feet smell.
  • and my t-shirts all smell pretty weird too
  • My clothes don’t fit because I’ve lost a lot of inches (not sure if I’ve actually lost pounds or not but I’m definitely smaller)

TL;DR: I smell horrible, look horrible, and all my clothes are way too big now but at least I’m saving money on food, laundry, and stuff for showers

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misandryevans:

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none pizza with left beef

It should be a rule of Tumblr to always reblog none pizza with left beef

ive missed you

 (via askscientistcarlos)

I love None Pizza with Left Beef.

My love has returned

He’ll never know how sorry I am. I hate myself so much for losing him & I cant forgive myself. I won’t ever forgive myself and he has no idea.

I really really miss my best friend and my baby and he doesn’t even care

I can’t forgive myself.

I was 20 minutes late to work today and nobody knew I was missing. I walked in and the supervisor said “you’re here already?”

I don’t know why I even went. I could just not show up and nobody would notice. That store is a fucking joke & nobody wants me there anyway

I can’t even do my homework because I don’t know if I’m going to be around at the end of the semester & I can’t see a point in getting stressed out over something that probably won’t ever matter. I can’t get excited for anything because I don’t know if I’ll even be around for it.

I’ve never been able to plan for my future because I’ve never seen myself being able to make it that far. I didn’t think I would make it through high school, but I’m so much of a damn procrastinator that I’m still fucking here, a junior in college. Stuck in a town I fucking hate with no friends and a job where they don’t want me.

It’s junior year and everyone is talking about the career fair next week, and talking about internships and job opportunities and I can’t even fucking get myself motivated to go because I don’t want to commit to an internship over the summer when I don’t even know where I’ll be at that point. I don’t know if I’ll still be in this fucking town, if I’ll still be alive…. but if I am still here I know I’ll be too damn miserable to get up every morning and go to an internship where I’m treated even shittier than I am right now.

I don’t want to be forced into the workforce but what the fuck else am I supposed to do with my life?

I was always destined to die young. If it doesn’t fucking happen soon, I don’t know what I’m going to do. But I can’t do this much longer.