Still really depressed about my favorite possession being stolen a couple months ago …..and only 2 people know about it. My mom and my brother. Because I don’t want to tell anyone else and give this person a bad name for stealing…..I didn’t even accept the fact that it was gone until like a week ago, because I don’t want to believe that people are capable of stealing shit like that. I knew they did it but I wouldn’t accuse them of it and talking to my brother about it was such a difficult thing for me to do because it meant I was accusing someone of something…..

like even though I know they did it I still don’t want to accuse them of it. Idk if that makes sense. It’s making me really sad though

Single Life

Pros

  • I haven’t showered in 72+ hours
  • I haven’t washed my bedsheets in over a month
  • I can wear jeans like 30 times before I wash them
  • and wear shirts like 6 times before washing them
  • No one tells me I’m fucking stupid and worthless every day
  • Saving a shit ton of $$$$$ on food because I don’t eat
  • Losing weight

Cons

  • I feel stupid and worthless every day
  • No one tells me anything, any day
  • because no one talks to me
  • I have no friends
  • and my hair is greasy and flat
  • and my feet smell.
  • and my t-shirts all smell pretty weird too
  • My clothes don’t fit because I’ve lost a lot of inches (not sure if I’ve actually lost pounds or not but I’m definitely smaller)

TL;DR: I smell horrible, look horrible, and all my clothes are way too big now but at least I’m saving money on food, laundry, and stuff for showers

celestial-sexhair:

ineffable-hufflepuff:

misandryevans:

babymarkers:

the-chocolate-chip-pancake:

thatsnotwatyourmomsaid:

none pizza with left beef

It should be a rule of Tumblr to always reblog none pizza with left beef

ive missed you

#THIS IS MY FAVORITE FUCKING THING JUST THE BEEF#YOU COULD TELL THE POOR CHEF WAS JUST FUCKING#DISGUSTED#WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS#WHAT THE F U C K IS THIS#WHO THE FUCK ORDERS A#A /NONE/ PIZZA?? JUST BEEF ON THE LEFT???#FUCK IT#F U CK IT#JUST COOK THE FUCKING DOUGH#HERE LET ME THROW THIS FUCKING HANDFUL OF OBLONG BEEF CHUNKS AT YOUR NONE FUCKING PIZZA#FUCK YOU#FUCK YOU AND ALL YOU STAND FOR#LEFT FUCKING BEEF (via askscientistcarlos)

I love None Pizza with Left Beef.

My love has returned

celestial-sexhair:

ineffable-hufflepuff:

misandryevans:

babymarkers:

the-chocolate-chip-pancake:

thatsnotwatyourmomsaid:

none pizza with left beef

It should be a rule of Tumblr to always reblog none pizza with left beef

ive missed you

 (via askscientistcarlos)

I love None Pizza with Left Beef.

My love has returned

He’ll never know how sorry I am. I hate myself so much for losing him & I cant forgive myself. I won’t ever forgive myself and he has no idea.

I really really miss my best friend and my baby and he doesn’t even care

I can’t forgive myself.

I was 20 minutes late to work today and nobody knew I was missing. I walked in and the supervisor said “you’re here already?”

I don’t know why I even went. I could just not show up and nobody would notice. That store is a fucking joke & nobody wants me there anyway

I can’t even do my homework because I don’t know if I’m going to be around at the end of the semester & I can’t see a point in getting stressed out over something that probably won’t ever matter. I can’t get excited for anything because I don’t know if I’ll even be around for it.

I’ve never been able to plan for my future because I’ve never seen myself being able to make it that far. I didn’t think I would make it through high school, but I’m so much of a damn procrastinator that I’m still fucking here, a junior in college. Stuck in a town I fucking hate with no friends and a job where they don’t want me.

It’s junior year and everyone is talking about the career fair next week, and talking about internships and job opportunities and I can’t even fucking get myself motivated to go because I don’t want to commit to an internship over the summer when I don’t even know where I’ll be at that point. I don’t know if I’ll still be in this fucking town, if I’ll still be alive…. but if I am still here I know I’ll be too damn miserable to get up every morning and go to an internship where I’m treated even shittier than I am right now.

I don’t want to be forced into the workforce but what the fuck else am I supposed to do with my life?

I was always destined to die young. If it doesn’t fucking happen soon, I don’t know what I’m going to do. But I can’t do this much longer.

arrogant-is-what-i-aim-for:

i think some people are depressed because they are incredibly intelligent like their IQ is much higher than everyone else so they see the world in a different way. their view of the world differs greatly from the people around them and they cant communicate that to their peers because no one…

I’ve spent the whole day on-and-off shopping for bracelets online that are cute enough to wear every day while being casual enough to wear every day. I just need them to cover up my cuts but…..like anything I buy online isn’t going to be here for at LEAST a week. And by that time I won’t even need to cover them up anymore